No woman knew what the inside of my bedroom looked like. I had no sexu

Published Wednesday, 22nd Jul 20:15 BST

No woman knew what the inside of my bedroom looked like. I had no sexual partner though time was on my side; I was only 14 after all. I struggled to talk to girls. I was too shy. I'd ventured on dating sites to get in the mood but I never signed up for anyI guess I was too shy. Well, I knew I was too shy. I didn't have the magic touch with ladies that is for sure. I would have liked a sexual partner none the less as my mates went on about theirs all the time. It drove me crazy.

She had a great tough, her touch melted me. These are the kind of kids I hung around and I felt like hiding in my bedroom because they were so blase about it. I just wanted a girl or woman, I really didn't care what her touch was likeMy ideal partner I always imagined would completely dominate me. It would mean she would do most of the work and I'd get so much enjoyment out of that. I held on to that fantasy a lot.

I would often close my eyes and try to picture what she would look like.I would settle for one thing and then within a heartbeat rub it out and mentally imagine someone completely different. I guess there's a word for that. So I hid a lot of secrets in my bedroom. My desire to bed a number of girls was a big one.I mean in public I just wanted to meet the girl that totally defined me but in the darkness, I would like 1000 girls here. Why not?

It sounded like a lot of fun to me. True I imagine it'd be tiring but I really didn't care about that.Besides exercise is good for you. I can't think of too many better ways to maintain fitness.Eventually I knew that it would be my turn and so I read a fair few books on the subject. You know, how to please a girl. Research was a friend of mine for many years until Paula walked into my life. She was great and made all the other kids jealous

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