Story for the Worker

My name is Irene and the guy I was recently dating just told me that his ex girlfriend id pregnant and that he has to marry her so even though we really like each other and have been together for 3 months now he broke up with me to go and marry her. At first I couldn't believe it, I liked him for so long and then I was so lucky when he asked me out, I can't believe it all went to nothing. I guess he is trying to do the right thing by his ex girlfriend but even knowing that doesn't make it any easier for me. So today I am going to search for an online dating site to join, I am not going to sit here and feel sorry for myself. I just can't because the more I sit here the more thoughts that go through my head about where he's at or what he's doing especially at night when I know that he's sleeping next to her.

I'm really jealous and I have never felt this before, it's really hard. All I can see is him turning to caress her at night instead of me and then I remember his wonderful aroma and it hurts so much to know that I won't ever smell it again, that now he's hers and she gets to smell his aftershave and sleep next to him and even have his babies while I sit in my cold living room just thinking of him. This is why getting on an online dating site is so urgent, as you can see when I am left with my thoughts I only hurt myself more.

So my sister Marie mentioned an online dating site that she saw one day, she said that if she hadn't already been married she would have joined it in a minute. She told me she will be by tonight to help me find it and that we are going to set up my account together. She really feels sorry for me, I know that is why she went looking for an online dating site in the first place. It's okay though at least she is going to help me and with her support I might just make it out of this hell hole where my ex dumped me. Let's hope I can find a nice guy soon that will make all this pain go away.